So I've been sick lately , noone can tell me why
kinda unerving 
but ohh well, If I die so what I've had a good 16 years
On another subject
lately I've had this burning, anxious desire that something is going to happen but I don't know what
I found the spoon I bought in NY,NY for my Grandmother today....
I just kind of stared at it for awhile
comtemplated life, wondered if she was watching me
I felt the urge to go see her grave but I never did, and now I feel regret
I went to eat dinner with my Grandfather and the whole time I was at the house it felt half empty, without Grandma I fell the warmth slowly leaveing it
I need a vacation soon
I need the beach
or a snow covered mountain
or a the company of a beautiful girl
noone leaves comments
but I gave up caring cause noone else does
-Brad
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